I want so badly to be a good blogger. I'm just not. And I need to come to terms with it. Perhaps when I get married and have a new life adventure, I will feel more inclined to post. I highly doubt it though. We are down to 4 weeks until I get to marry Lanier! I can hardly believe it. Less than 3 weeks of being long distance (as he is coming down the week before for Shonda's wedding) I really can't believe that. I am so so thankful to stop telling him goodbye for weeks at at time. While I rarely cry during our goodbyes, it has become increasingly more difficult and feels very unnatural to not have him by my side.
The past few weeks have been a whirlwind. So much to do and even more to think about it. Life has been crazy for me with wedding stuff, school and attempting to pack up my house (not doing a great job there). It has been equally as crazy for Lan. He's been working long hours, trying to get his house in order, and traveling on weekends to see me and get things done. I am so thankful for him.
I still feel as if there are many details to nail down for the wedding weekend. I am growing weary of making decisions. I am so excited for the wedding though. On top of getting to marry Lanie, I am off the charts excited for all of my best friends and family to be in the same place for a couple days. I get emotional every time I think about it. I have the best friends and family, and new family in the entire world. I know people use that phrase casually, but I mean it. I am so blessed with such faithful, loving people in my life. Here's to hoping I don't cry the entire weekend by their mere presence!
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