19 weeks and thankful!

19 weeks 2 days

I am starting to feel large...which is ridiculous and I know my 39 week self will hate me for even typing that at 19 weeks. It does seem like reaching for things, getting in and out of the car, etc, just isn't quite as easy as it was. And I will be growing so much more! It is somewhat odd to watch my body grow and grow..especially since I have pretty much looked the same since 9th grade.  That being said,  I am determined to not worry about what my body will look like post-baby.  I am determined to not let my mind focus on the superficial.  I am determined to just be THANKFUL.  Thankful that my body is growing because my baby boy is growing and healthy.  Thankful that I have the privilege of carrying my child.  Thankful that my body was made to do this, to sustain my baby until he is ready to join the rest of the world! Thankful. Thankful. Thankful.